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2008-03-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

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2008-02-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

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time for a change(:

2008-02-17T06:16:00.001-08:00

cant believe i went PLAY 2days in a row. that place, is getting, real bored.

friday was the celebration of Randy's 16th. and sat was supposedly to be movie-ing in town. ended up, PLAY again. many thanks to randy and robin. im really sick of PLAY. Randy, the crap, got himself drunk and started with his nonsense of playing with the ice. and we left, real early. Checked out TANTRIC and TABOO. Tantric is like a totally not a place for us. And that underage kid manage to get into Taboo. it's still, a much better place than PLAY indeed. needa try something fresh please.

i so wanna check out Timbre!!

i think, im going INSANE soon.

it's been more than a week since i last seen or heard your voice. i wonder how's tekong for you now.definately a tough time. your army life is killing me.i miss you so. 5more days to go. i swear i'll give you a big hug when i see you this coming weekend. i miss you, love.

2008-02-13T08:09:00.000-08:00

today was the worst day since 2008 started.

firstly, late for lesson. and then asked to leave the class. no attendance marked.

"i think im the worst student so far. so many problems. kana chase out of class somemore!"

sylvia: "you are not bad. just that you damn sway!"

super agree la. and on top of that. i can actually spilled a glass of warm water on my shirt and the tights when im just trying to pass cher her shawl. warm water somemore. addition, a surprised phonecall from school to see head of academic for some issue.

and just now. some mad idiotic guy actually followed me and did fucking weird things. wave to me, followed me, smiled at me and shout at me.wth.ended up, hide in the toilet.

now, tell me how sway i am. but lucky enough, im still a student in NAFA!(:

this year, valentine's day is so gonna be without my love. but money is rolling in. even before the business starts, orders are really backing up. im gonna be the-girl-holding-basket-selling-flowers in town. haha. sounds fun. and together with dearest honey SHIRLEY!

now, if you see us in town.

do not hide

do not fear

come forward

and buy some flowers!! =DDD

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

2008-02-10T06:32:00.000-08:00

chinese new year is always bad, bad, bad for me.

river hangbao is way too crowded and smelly. chinese new year, as expected, boredom. where all the relatives will bombared with tons of stupid questions and those so unfamiliar faces. money keeps me going. partying on day1 and singing session on day 2. fucking gambling over at dan's place on day3 and lost all my red packets! yes, ALL!!

that's how, i spent ALL of my red packets. so cool.

valentine's day coming soon, in another 4days time. this year, am so a loner. love's out in field camp for 12days. there goes the valentine's celebration and fucking hell, im attached. which it seems, im doesnt. thanks to army.

i miss you honey.
pls come back soon.

2008-02-05T01:02:00.000-08:00

cant believe i woke up as early as 7 am to attend the freaking Contract Law which starts at 9am and bus down to school, alone.

attended lesson with gly and aozi. were much slacking through rather than paying attention. attendance is the critical thing.

dimsum-ed with skinny. home, and spring cleaning.

shopping done.

spring cleaning done.

plans made.

hair done.

contact lens done.

im all ready for cny. Reunion dinner tml and love is booking out in the morning!!! =DDDD

fuck arthur soh, for the lesson tml from 1 to 3pm.

im so gonna club club club, on new year's eve day1 day2 day3 and throughout!! GONG XI FA CAI!!

2008-02-04T07:22:00.000-08:00

it doesnt seem, a singe bit, appealing at all.
your wealth, your flirty lifestyle, your branded bags.
you live your own life, and i live mine.
stop flashing your money around.
irritating bitch.

i've got friends. what got you?

steamboat for the next few days.
happy CHINESE NEW YEAR

2008-02-02T19:38:00.000-08:00

big 20th was a blast. many thanks to all of my loves.

honey shirley, danielC and flabby with a small surprise when the clock strike 12. Dearest V and C with the pizzahut and the party stuff ouside my house early in the morning before school starts.

and the birthday treats at foo house in the night, was simply a blast. im blessed with fab friends, family and my love.

Dear with the GUESS wallet.
RobinCC got me the black BIKINI.
ShirleyYX got me a pair of GORGEOUS heels.
DanC got me CASIO gold watch.
Wins baked a lovely choco cake(:
Randy, with the most effort with the wrapping of pressie and that ANNA SUI perfume.
Allester with the topshop CASH card(:
Cher with the SLEEPING grown.
Vivi with the RALPH LAUREN polo tee.
Hazel with the CONTACT LENS.
Sis with the 50bucks red packet.
Parents with the BRITHDAY treats.

and so sweet of dear, with a phonecall all the way from his camp. with him and his bunch of bunkmates and the birthday song(:

that was a unforgettable night. many loves people(:

im offically a fucking 20 now!
have a fun-filled weekends(:

2008-01-28T06:51:00.000-08:00

Birthday in another 2days time.

dad and mum gonna be there(:

cant imagine im turning 20, so soon. and the digit, 2 is fucking hell!!

and friends! get drunk with me on the wednesday night.

it's my fucking 20!!

till then...

2008-01-24T02:14:00.000-08:00

not a blasting night. but simply awesome, with the correct group of people.

Veron YAP, Jonathan, DanielC and Shirley. it's still, not a place for us i guess. HAHA.

she's the hottie who shares the same surname as me! Yappies(:

best people in my life(:

laugh at Shirley's mini eyes pls. haha.

HOTTIES!! (((:

okayy. dinner time! ciao.

have a great weekend peeps. meeting love tml!! hohoho =DDD

2008-01-21T19:12:00.000-08:00

What Nicole Yap Pei Yee Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

incredibly TRUE =DDD

2008-01-17T20:37:00.000-08:00

Been bombared with tons of bad news one after another.

turning point in my life. i hope, it's just words to frighten me.

2008, aint have a good start after all. Not getting anywhere better.

many thanks hunk! tissue, cigg, temple trip and late night teh ping. much loves, hot guy!

8 roses spoke a thousand words. thanks lovely shirley for that. although i only took one but still, i love you more than anything else!!

loves to hazel for the prayers and flabby for the encouraging words.

look on the bright side of life. it's my birthday soon.

2008-01-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

PISSED!!!

extremely. received a bad news(to me) that dear might not be able to book out this weekend. get caught for smoking. wtf!! i can see you like, only next weekend? alright. im going to faint now!!!

worst still, im requested to meet Mr Tan, head of arts mgm, tomorrow in sch for you-know-that-thingy stuff. i shld just die now.

bye.

2008-01-13T19:42:00.000-08:00

I see a change in me. A total working slave now.

So basically, I've been working my wits off for the past week. Indeed, life is really bored without love besides me. And he stayed in for 5.5 days. Now, this is seriously driving me crazy!!

Work kills time.

School's starting tomorrow. Work everyday after school. Hyp is just located at Bugis Junction!! March Thailand trip is so so turning me on!! I'm gonna work work like a slave, and save save like there's no tomorrow! yup! that's it. I will work hard on this.

Pamper myself couple of days back. So in love with my current look now. =DDD and hello to V and C, I'll see you all 5days a week now. This is driving me insane. haha. Shirely too, everyday!! do look forward to it (((=

turning 20 soon.
bye.

2008-01-02T20:33:00.000-08:00

And so, it's a brand new year. In a blink of an eye, 2008 has arrived. Like so fast and steady. Alright and I've spent my new year eve squeezing with the crowd, black people and those endless ah bengs and ah lians at a park somewhere near Esp. Watching fireworks. And yes, just fireworks. Cant imagine I'll squeeze into the crowd and watch those fireworks. The sweats and the aftermath spraying of foams turned me off totally. Lucky, the train was not that packed on our way home. But afterall, it's uttely sweet to watch the whole session of the fireworks with my love =DDDD

Time flies. I'm turning 20 soon, end of this month. Hello! It's fucking fast ok. Damn, age catching up on me. The first digit, no 2 is scary real scary. And it got me thinking. I'm gonna and must to, behave and think maturely. It's a new step into another phrase of my life. Selfish is out of the question. Like what v said, which i agreed totally, making my love ones and people around me happy is the important thing now. Bringing happiness to others and myself, be it in the materialistic way or non-materialistic way, will somehow make my adult life better. And foremost, I should like spend money lesser on unnecessary stuff. Savings!! yes, savings!! target, at least savings of 500 per month from my own hard earned money and abit from allowance. Work more and spend less. Expenses from my own, and lesser allowance from parents. Hello, it's a fucking 20. Totally impossible to always stick out my hands and ask money from parents. Ya, i should have more passion for my work now. I should turn into a working slave now. Total madness.

School starting soon. Age catching up on me. More work and spend less.

bye people.

2007-12-31T21:39:00.000-08:00

2007 is coming to an end in another several hours time. It's time to bid goodbye to the long and weary 2007. It has not been a good year for me. Facing problems in so many areas and misunderstanding from all aspects never seen to ease. Always a job-hopper, school results not satisfying, problems here and there. Somehow, I just detest 2007.

Additional, I've become a no life girl. Clubbing nights lesser. One matures as grow and aged. I hope this do apply to me. Smoking, is still part of my life. And I'm turning 20 soon. Age is like catching up on me. It's like so scary when my age starts with the digit 2 and no longer in ones. Alright. More independent, more mature, more sociable, more hardworking, more savings.

2008:

1) Car liscene, here i come!!

2) Savings!!

3) MDIS

4) Good grades

5) Better job

6) Better lifestyle

7) Slimmer

8) Overseas trip

9) A car

10) Everything goes my way.

Happy New Year!!

May everything goes smoothly!! Loves ya all =DDDDD

2007-12-28T19:47:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve was well- spent with Dear. Much more happening as compared to last year. Shopped at Vivo with dear and his friends. Bumped into Robin, Hazel and Cheryn. They headed to some club at tanjong pagar later at night. Wheras me, had baileys with milk over at dear's friend place. And then. IT WAS CHRISTMAS!!

Gift exchange, as usual, over at Vivi's place. Thank God! Eventually, I dint end up with Robin's present. I'm cursed in receiving his "elegant" present for like 2 years in a row. So I got Pierre's present this year. Some cream or whatever-you-called-it for the shaving thingy like i-dont-know-what-is-it. So I gave it to dear and indirectly, I got Dan's present. Chocolate and candy(: And Dan got ended up with Robin's present. Im sure he's gonna enjoy his calendar whole year round(: Ohyes. My dearest Vivi got me a pair of Cookie Monster shoes with my name engraved at the side. So cool la!! (((= We all left in the evening. Watched "Alvin and the Chipmunks" with Robin and Hazel. That show was awesome!!

Met up with Robin, Hazel and Vivi after my work in town the next day. It was boxing day. Vivi's treat to Coffee Club and we catched up with life. Topic was revolving around army and club and upcoming birthday celebration. Yoga seems cool and it indeed catch all of Hazel's attention. She like need to lose weight seriously! Poor girl. She should head my advice and go to some intro-marriage-centre to get yourself a boyfriend or husband as you wish. Not to clubs where the guys are always LIKE SHIT!!

It was then work and work. Love's booking out tml. Argh!! cant wait cant wait!! ((= Fabulous Sunday seems so happening la. Shall check it out soon.

2007 is coming to an end soon. and 2008 is creeping up on us so fast and steady. Looking back at my archives, some stupid resolutions I made for 2007.

2007:
My new year resolutions will be:
1) Give me swee swee strike 4D $4000
2) Good lover cum girlfriend
3) Become thinner! ((=
4) $$ fall from the sky (I'm waiting for this since Sec1)
5) Quit smoking
6) Better job (tired of being a job-hopper)
7) Perm hair
8) Overseas trip with buds + BF

Apparently, none came true! Except for the part that later end of 2007, I've really learnt to be a better lover and of course thinner (Robin's definately can tell the obvious. ha!) So, it's serious time for me to like get realistic resolution for 2008.

Vivi, " It's said to believe that whatever you did on the first day of 2008 will somehow determine your luck for the rest of the year. Lucky and it shall be a lucky 2008."

I pray hard. 2008 pls treat me better. For 2007 is really a tough and tearful year for me.

till then....

2007-12-24T19:21:00.000-08:00

The holiday season is here, once again. And 2008 is drawing so near.

Been so busy with work for the past few days and now, finally xmas is here. The season of joys and gifts exchange. Tradition is still on. Gifts exchange with the best people tml. Ha. Excited!! Somehow, it turns out to be a tradition for me to always ended up taking Robin's present too. Im so gonna request for a re-exchange if im ended up with yrs again this year!! ((= Body shop is having a bigg sale ok my dear friend!!

The feelings so great to be in season mood. Have fun tonight my dearest!!

im so so excited to meet the best people in my life tml!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ((((=

2007-12-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

Life's been very fulfilling.

Had an early gift exchange with Love on Wed. Towned, dinner and gifts. Bought Levis for him. And im very happy with what I received. Love's being very sweet by getting me that black patent bag and CK Eternity 100ml perfume(: Ha. Showoff. and we enjoyed ourself totally. loves!

Seoul garden with Love and Family on thur. My mum's treat to Love for his enlistment was on fri. A very satisfying meal and a sleepless night. Woke up at 6am the very next day. A rather sad and unbearable moment thus the tears. Army's aint good at all. It lesser the times we meet and those phone calls. But good thing is, he's gonna book out on WED!! ((((((= ha. public holidays and that explains why.

And it was work the next few days. Sick and very very sick of current job. I wanna get new job like office hours. those 8to 5 pm. like so much better. Enough time to shop after work and home to bed. Nur's getting on my nerves too. The workplace and everything just makes me sick of travelling to work. Plus, expenditure is increasing tremendously. Lucky. I opened a savings account recently. Time for me to like really really save.

and no work from monday till thur. Yes, happy!! (:

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Love,

Happy 20months and 19days. Been 3days since I last seen you. I wonder how's army life? Must be pretty tough. And very terrible to shave and go bald. A phone call a day is making my life hard. Worst still, no one's there to hear my working grumbles and complains and take my nonsense. Oh, i miss you so. Good thing is, you gonna get book out on WED!! Im so looking forward to it. Seeing you bald and spending 2days with you. That's the only thing that im very looking forward to. Love, i hope this 2years of yr Commando life will pass fast. And everything will go smoothly for you. All the best for yr army life. I love you(:

2007-12-10T19:39:00.000-08:00

life has been revolving around Love.

town, and town.

that day it was a rather weird combo to town. With me, love, robin and allester. But it turn out to be pretty ok where we window shopped at brands.

then, lotsa movies with love. we watched all the movies!!

30days of night, enchanted, golden compass, hitman, mad detective, tattooist........

headed to PLAY on sat. Not really that good. left early. I'm sick and tired of that place. needa new chilling place instead.

Tattooist yesterday. Not bad, i would say. And love got freak out as usual, turned his attention away from the show to me.

towned too. Love is gonna my christmas pressie ready and we will exchange it on wed. he's getting enlisted on friday. Like so fast and he will turn bald, to a new home.

perhaps, town again today.

i need to prepare christmas pressie for love, soon.....

have a good day peeps((:

2007-12-04T21:46:00.000-08:00

Freaking handphone bill cost me a bomb.

Fucking 3oobucks.

Dad got so pissed off that I have to pay it all by myself.

I'm so broke. Christmas round the corner. And the season gift for Love.

No club, no drink, no late nights.

On super budget now.

10more days. And Love gonna get enlisted.

I need to settle hp bill.

Christmas pressie for Love.

That gorgeous dress.

Makeup kit.

Shopping spree.

Hair extension.

Settle debts

2007-12-02T23:28:00.000-08:00

PLAY is always more happening than ZOUK.

and the music will goes.

dance, do you wanna dance.

fashionista. no one ugly allowed.

gimme gimme, gimme gimme

and Winston, "tired la you!" I feel like I'm 170 yesterday when standing next to him. The air lower is always fresher(:

PLAY PLAY PLAY!! ((((:

2007-12-01T18:58:00.000-08:00

Holidays aint good for me.

No school and I miss my bitches.

It's been always WORK and nothing else.

No life.

Been working with SHIRLEY YX.

Now I see you everyday.

New outlet at Bugis is sucha bore.

I'm so so so BROKE.

Smoking seems to be a quit for me.

No $ = No smoke.

I need a smoke, seriously.

Hello smoking kakis! Come find me!!!

Love's enlisting soon. REAL SOON.
Now he's the one relaxing at home while I rotting myself at work.

No work from tue onwards till Love enlisted.

VCD days.

Hellooo ZHAO JIN!! Wanna go tan tan tan again? I miss your craps.

Stop working your wits off.

Already a skinny.

Will drop by Central Mall with bread and bubble tea for you.

Random pic:

weekends again.
enjoy peeps.
love ((=

2007-11-25T07:18:00.001-08:00

Home early and I'm bored!

Enchanted is nice(:

I'm sick. The horse is sick too.

ZOUK is sucha bore!

Work tml.

Goodnight people.

BFF ((:

2007-11-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

Hello holidays!!!!!!!

So school term is now over. And back to work. Been missing out those working gossip and yes, of course money is running out. And as usual, work was super bored. Especially when there's like not a single soul at Wisma Isetan. But the juicy gossip keeps me entertained!

I'm gonna work like slave for the marketing fees, those shopping sprees and yes. The season's gifts!! Was thinking of getting a night job with dearest Shirley at the factory. But then, till Dear enter army first!

Company's D&D this coming monday. How cool if only I can attend. But it's only open to full-timers. Theme gonna be Retro. Super cool la. But too bad. Well, Shirley gonna do the catwalk! (:

Out of sudden, I'm like miss JORDUS BINGJIE, ROBIN CC and SHIRLEY YX so much la!!! I'm gonna see you all like real real soon ok!! (:

Have a great weekends peeps. Hit the club, drink and drunk.

It's TIME TO PARTY!! (((((=

2007-11-14T02:42:00.001-08:00

Fcuk Marketing big time.

bye to $428.

2007-11-12T19:46:00.000-08:00

Exam week.

bye.

2007-11-11T19:10:00.000-08:00

I'm selling this "FLORET COLLAGE". *brand new with label still attached on* only black available with white embroidery.

Mini black dress. Perfect for weekends. Goes well with white belt.

Measurements:
Bust line 49cm
Length 80cm
Fits topshop size 6-12
$28

mail me at peiyee_90@hotmail.com for more details.

2007-11-03T23:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday. So where are all of you heading tonight?

It's a off day for both Love and me today. He's hitting the club with his friends and I'm late-night stoning with my friends. Movie on friday and movie again tomorrow. Been seeing each other almost everyday. And now, a day rest. Some personal space.

And great news is. Dad gonna sponsor my Bangkok trip with Viviene. My very first time travelling with her. And just her. In Dec or Jan. Tickets gonna pay on Monday. =D

Dearest Viviene Lee Jia Ling, can you pls like faster get back to me with the good news from yr dad can!! I so wanna travel with you la!! OMG!! Oh no no baby, tell me you can go pls! =D

Photoshop presentation due on Tuesday. A personal website about MYSELF with 3 slides and I've not even touch on it. God bless.

Holidays soon plssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-28T23:45:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAH. Despite my poor attendance in school. Always skipping lessons now and then. And when I said bad attendance, it really means very bad.

But then, I din't get debar for any modules and ABLE TO SIT FOR ALL MODULES!!

*jumping around*

(: (: (: (: (: (:

2007-10-28T22:39:00.000-07:00

With the small little fortune I have, I treated love to this buffet rest named Pariss something want over at Marina Square.

The food there is like much better that those at Oriental Hotel. More varities too. They have Abalone, Chilli Crab, Fondue, Lobster and Chickens over there ok. =D And so, I had Buffet twice in a week. Good luck, to me.

And Love had plenty of Oyster and Sashimi that he woke up today with a bad stomachache. Same goes to me. Visited the loo countless times. Get well soon la!!

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And off to PLAY afterwards. Happy Halloween!! But too bad, am not dressed up. And Vivi's off partying at Zouk. She told me lotsa hilarious stuff took place over there. Like shit, and I'm not part of the fun! I swear, next year we will all Dress Up for the Halloween ok!!

Plus plus plus!! I'm gonna register for my exams in like 10mins time. Oh gosh. No debarment pls. My weak heart cant take this. Good luck, girls!! =D

stomach aching up again.

time for the loo.

good night people.

2007-10-27T10:57:00.000-07:00

no life.

2007-10-26T10:10:00.000-07:00

So the buffet over at Oriental Hotel (Meltz Cafe) ain't really that great, I think. Except for the nice ambience, lobster and the fondue. Nothing else excites me. The total bill comes up to $403 and Hao Tian paid for everything. =D

Some business he introduced to us. No risk, no money. But sure enough, Vivi and Cher always being the caution ones. Gonna head their advice. However, the money earned within a day sure excites me to the max. No, it's sure gonna be Legal! =D

Long hours of break always got us to Tea House @ SMU. Games and Chocolate Bomb never fails to make my day! Especially when loser have to complete projs on hand, some stupid questions (inside joke) and face flat on that window!

Accounts cancelled and shopped at town. Nothing catch my eyes. That wonderful and perfect bag, am still haunting for it.

Halloween, this sat. A big NO NO for me. Yes, and the plan failed. But still, enjoy your fantastic weekends ahead LOVES!

2007-10-23T11:42:00.000-07:00

You know, there's this guy in my class.

Plump, Big sized China guy who is flirty rich.

His name is Hao Tian (ya. what a name. hahha)

He treated us to some chinese pub few months back. And now, his crave is back.

Crave of treating Me, Vivi and Cher.

Yes. He's treating us to this buffet at Oriental Hotel tomorrow after school. Mind you, it cost $6o/pax. And he's like gonna treat 3 of us there.

Vivi and Cher, "Not all guys must have the looks to attract girls. Money will do."

It's great to have him. Our best clicked China peep.

thanks. =D

2007-10-19T15:36:00.000-07:00

I'm losing my motivation to blog.

Exams round the corner.

Money not enough.

Love's enlisting soon.

that's all.

2007-10-18T18:00:00.000-07:00

School's getting stress with those endless projects and exams round the corner. And brady accounts exam falls on 1st Nov at 11am, the day straight after Halloween night. Wth man. No, I dont wanna repeat year2 and definately I will study hard.

Last paper on 19th Nov and holidays! =D

And yes. Pls laugh at me loudly. Been munching non-stop. Had a fabulous dinner with family earlier on. Chilli crab. Sinful, I feel.

"Hello! Fats! Welcome!!"

I need a jog.
I need a motivation.
I need to stop, eating.

2007-10-14T12:49:00.000-07:00

And yes! Once in a thousand million years, I stepped out of my house and walk to tamp mall with my that messy look and no make up. Sucha miracle, I think.

Thanks daddy for getting me that Song Ericsson phone. Am loving it! =D

So love and me had a fun day yesterday. And he's coming over to teach me accounts soon.

And I'm still trying hard to hunt for my that perfect brown belt!

2007-10-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

6.45am.

Dad, "Open the door. Open the door."

Me, only half-awake, "Wa. Come back already ah. So fast? Sian..."

So Dad's finally back home safe and sound from his work at Aust for a month plus. He got me a very nice pressie, Chanel ed 5 perfume. ((= And he's gonna bring me to get a new phone later on. But shit hell, I'm having this messy look with no make-up. And I'm just too lazy to step out of house.

"Dad, can you just buy me the phone and bring it home? I'm going out later on and I don't wanna prepare so soon!!"

So Dad's back home = me becoming rich, no late nights, life's being controlled again!

And still. I'm thinking of going to Zouk tonight la. Maybe maybe.

Now, everyday's gonna be "Accompany-Daddy-Day!"

2007-10-12T12:51:00.000-07:00

mum's gonna sponosor my lasering of tattoo. =D but then. Wait til my dad returns from overseas first.

I so wanna get HAIR EXTENSION LA!! Me with long curly hair during festive season in dec. but then prices range from $300 and above. And my mum, being so not cool said to me, "Wear a wig la. you want what kind of hair also can."

Was chatting with Jordus and he told me that hair extension over at Thai cost only 60bucks. Brady cheap la. Moreover my holidays coming soon. =D anyone?

yes. Fashion has a price to pay.

2007-10-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, school seems busy and stressful for me. No longer skipping of lessons and trying hard to buck up on my studies.

Dear, "Eh. Why now you never skips school already huh?"

"Cause I wanna study hard and save all those retake fees ma."

Dear, "too late already la!"

Aiyo. This thought just scares the wits out of me. I'm like gonna save min 1k for the retaking of the modules. It's enough for a trip overseas. Shit the hell!! Well, there's like no use crying over spilled milk so ya. I'm trying REAL HARD for all my projs, hw and exams upcoming to like, at least a pass.

Seriously, I need a tan reallly soon. My tan is like fading away already la. ASK ME OUT FOR A TAN PLSS!!!

monday= music presentation
tuesday= dreamwaver presentaion, accounts test

2007-10-09T16:05:00.000-07:00

So.

Last Friday, we went to PLAY. It was a rather last min thing. There was this event, M-project thing going on. Guys in their sexy underwear. Pretty much of a turn-on but the show was too dragging. Ended up, Me with Jordus and Dan went out to get drinks. Jordus, the forever wanna-get-drunk-boy went to like tap ash into the liquor. Oh wells. Haha. And he reallyy get high ok!

Both Vivi and Hazel goes, "I will never go PLAY again ok. So near yet so far. No people on the dancefloor was like paying attention to me!"

Shirley with no makeup. Thus this expression.

Jordus.Hazel.Nicole.Vivi.Shirley.Robin

My horny bitch!! =D

Pretty boys =D

Mr. Nice =D

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And Sat was Hazel pre-birthday celebration at Zouk. I fcuking swear never to go Zouk/Phuture on Sat. The music they played was like "eh, what's that?" Those kind of spinning indian songs. Bored to hell can. Had Graveyard with Jordus. Damn lousy drinker. I'm not yet drunk and you're already wasted. Supposedly, you suppose to roll out of club. And he fcuking hell smuggle one bottle of wine into the club. Haha. Yes. He hide it inside his pants! =D

My loves. Shirley, I know yr dirty lil secret! =D

Poor Dan whose ankle got bitten by the drunkard Jordus.

He's totally wasted.

"Eh. Nicole. I've dreamt of you puking at my face. And I gave you a slap. When you were about to hit my face. I woke up already."

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Monday. It was Hazel's official 22nd birthday. And we had a mini celebration with her. Steamboat followed by the cake and home. This stupid girl never fails to make my day. She's simply one innocent girl, despite her age.

And Jordus fcuking steal a walkie talkie from some steamboat rest.

Hazel, "Jordus Jordus!! Take picture of me leh."

Hazel took the walkie talkie and goes, "Hello Hello. I saw a thief. I dont know is a guy or a girl. We are at starbucks now. Can you pls come over and catch the person now. "

LOL. Joke of the day. She's one lil happy birthday girl. Received a lil hug from her. =D And she really makes my day! Happy 22nd Hazel!!!

2007-10-05T12:02:00.000-07:00

Time reading : 3am

Gosh. I'm still online not in bed. Usually, I'm be having my beauty sleep by now. Thanks to tml. No work, no sch, no ppl ask me out. So whole day's gonna be free. Thus, late night msn-ing. Was super excited about Halloween night (influenced by V).

So finally, come to a deal. Jordus, Daniel and Robin will be Merman with their super hairy chest. Sucha turn on la can! Rachel said she wanna be a Pussycat. Super sexy can. And me, Jungle woman! So cool can. Imagine me with the hammer and leaves all over my body plus my gonna-be-trained-muscular-body. I'm gonna be the spotlight. HAHAH. And Roger, I suggest you to dress up as a dead Bulldog. Or you can be my "Tree". LOL.

Madness!

Daniel's worst. Wanna tan tml from 11 am when we're still not in bed. And him, being already sucha turnoff. Still wanna push me down the waters. This is crazy.

Madness! Madness! Madness! I cant wait to see the Merman with chest hair!!! HAHAHA.

=D

2007-10-04T19:25:00.000-07:00

School.
Work.
Dinner with closebuds.
The horse.

Vivi has been spicing up my life everyday with the same question!

"What you want to wear for Halloween night huh? Wa so excited can! I want to be Shi San Yi. You know the kongfu that lady. Wa. Halloween leh. What you all want to wear????"

*pic grabbed from xiaxue's blog*

Devil and Angel is sucha common thing. Nothing special. Even Chinese Ghost. Went over to the costume shop at some place near Haji Lane the previous day. The place is so goddamn happening la!! I tried on the spider costume, spanish costume, devil and some funny clothes. I even tried on the clown and chinese ghost too. Seriously can't find any that I like. Nothing. Soon enough, me and Cher got sick of trying. Vivi, still the forever excited want. Went on trying and trying. I cant stand the Victorian dress she tried. Haha. And the tutu, she got to take a cab on her own. No one is able to like seriously sit beside her cause of the tutu can. LOL.

Daniel, trying to be sexy and wanna stand out. He's gonna wear some CheongSam. HAHA. See, he wanna win the free air tickets la. haha. For me, I wanna be some sexy ghost. Perhaps. Wonder woman, Jungle girl, Spanish dancer or. Argh. I dont know. If I cant find anything I like. I'm just gonna settle down with Huang Fei Hong. =D

People and friends out there. Let's be ghostly this 31st Oct 2007. It's HALLOWEEN NIGHT! My god. Happening Happening Happening!! And there's free entry for ghost over at Zouk too. Let's get a ghost party. So start thinking what to wear. And ya, save $60 for the full costume too. ((=

And it's gonna be Zouk this sat. Hazel's 22nd or 23rd birthday. Poor girl, age seems to be knocking on her door real fast. And she still single, like always. I'll make her lost her first kiss to a guy this sat ok. I hope I can. ((= Sounds damn bad. But anyway, have a fun-filled weekends ahead loves.

(((((=

2007-09-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

PLAY tonight peeps? =D

jordus, you better come too ok!!!!

it's a Saturday night friends. Let's party!!!

2007-09-26T20:54:00.000-07:00

Okay I tell you guys something. I just got home from the stupid work at Isetan Scotts. So they're going to have this Private Sales tml. Guess what. It's my first time working during this stupid sales and it screwed the hell out of me. God damnit! People everywhere squeezing around, not much diff from Wed at Phuture. So needless to say, work is ample. I'm so dead beat now okay! And I just had curry with boy at my house. HAHA! Laugh pls, I "love" fats.

There's school and work tml. My gosh. I'm always losing my pretty sleep. )= Anyway, I'm loving all of my friends and the boy. Life's getting happier. I'm a happy little Nicole now. =D I hope this stays on.

I heart my horse!! ((((=

2007-09-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

Work was shit. Especially working with the Fat Cheryl. Nothing but threatens from her. Like what shit. Worst still, aint a safe place. Someone stole my pathetic only $10 which was left in my wallet. Leaving behind only $2 for me. That's only enough for my standard ticket to meet boy. Some brady hell people. Wait till the rest caught you red-handed. God bless. Lucky I've got a bf. Dinner and cab home settled. =D

Trimmed my hair earlier on at some auntie salon. As usual, auntie-cut = auntie hairstyle. Some stupid fugly hairstyle I'm having now.

"Chuck and Larry" was an awesome movie. 2weeks of holidays ended. Back to school tml. Somehow, I dread it. And. God bless. ((=

2007-09-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

Everything's going smoothly now. ((= Finally recovered from the stupid illness which caused me nothing but suffering for the past 5days. Good food again. Had steamboat the other day over at my cousin's house. It was a so last min thing. Initally it was a movie with my mum, little bro, bf and me. But cousin went, " aiya. Come my house steamboat la!" So it's only 6 of us, and a table filled with food. Needless to say, bloatedness followed after that.

Towned with bf on monday. Shopped alot. And back to square one. Surviving on my pathetic $20-per-day allowance now. But we had our fun!! =D

So work was getting bored. Especially today at Wisma. But Mar seriously got a very nice pair of heels!!!! And there's work like tml, the day after and the following day. All the way till school reopens. My weekends, again, gonna just be wasted on work!!! Gosh.

Okay. I'm having bad eye day in this pic. But who cares? Haha. Work turns me off!!

Good night my loves. Have a fun-filled weekend. ((=

2007-09-15T17:13:00.000-07:00

20years down the road. I'll be living in a Bungalow at Scotts Road. Alone with plenty of pets.

2 Bulldogs. I'll name them Roger and Robin. They're fierce. And they'll scare off all unwanted visitors.

2 Parrots. I'll name them Viviene and Cherilyn. They'll keep me entertained whole day long. By either talking to themselves or chatting with me.

1 White Rabbit. I'll name him Daniel. As gentle as a Rabbit.

1 Cat. I'll name her Shirley. She'll meow everyday for sex.

1 Fish. I'll name him Joshua. Shirley's bf. The fish in the tank.

And. 1 Horse. I'll name him Ezra. I'll ride him whole day long.

I can picture everything in my head now. I'll then live happily ever after.

HAHAHAHHA. =D

2007-09-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

Life was busy with either work or meeting the boy. Always, late night supper for the past 1 week. And I fall sick eventually.

Doc said, " It's food poisoning."

After the MacSpicy, I woke up in the morning and vomitted 6 times till no bits of food already but green juice. Yucks. Slept the whole afternoon from yesterday till now. The boy said I deserved it for my big appetite when it comes to supper. The feeling is killing me. Can't work and missed out the pri sch gathering.

Slept for more than 13hours. And I'm feeling so much better. Getting energetic but nowhere to go. Resting at home I guess. I wanna get well soon. Have to work tml. I still hate staying at home.

Suddenly, my fever is like coming back. And the vomit. My gosh. Good night. ((=

2007-09-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

Shirley's 18th birthday celebration. Zouk-ed with the gang. Had Whisky dry, Green Tea Baileys, Graveyard and Beer. Supposedly, Shirley should get high. Turned out, I got high in her place. Was so drunk and damn high. Seriously, graveyard just sucks big time. Not only it's bitter but it's a strong liquor too. Had one all to myself and the birthday girl gave the other one to Jordus. Ended up, I'm the one who got ko and owe them a meal. The meal still stands and you guys can redeem it when I get my pay. ((=

Dearest Shirley is especially hot yesterday with her long sexy hair. I love my horny bitch!! ((((=

And the aftermath of club. The pic I took with dearest Rachel was like so OMFG la. Damn fugly can!! The tiredness from club can be all seen from the pic. I swear I wanna take more and nicer pics with her the next time we club. ((=

Have a fun-filled weekends peeps. Loved.

2007-09-04T22:36:00.000-07:00

Beloved Shirley. Birthday girl soon. Mambo Jumbo tml!! ((=

Random: Back with the boy. ((= Happier now!!

much love.

2007-09-02T18:27:00.000-07:00

IT fair was super bored. Hate the crowds there. Especially when we have to squeeze through just to find suitable printer and the crowd was like OMFG!!! Finally found my favourite HP printer selling at $98 but out of stock. So god damnit can!!

Today was the last day of funeral. But it seems like nobody was upset over Granduncle's death. People was like "He's so old already." And there's like only 2 relatives crying over his death. For a moment, I thought it was more of a family gathering at a usual place.

Cute Nephew I have. Only 3 and know how to pose for the cam by sticking out the tongue. I made him cried on the 2nd night at the funeral. He cried and vomitted. Till now, I think he still hate me for "snatching" those incense paper from him. (=

2007-09-01T22:28:00.000-07:00

Dearest Roger and Dan came over and look for me last night. ((= slack, smoke and chat. Topic revolve around birthday celebration of Shirley's 18th. Present not yet buy. My gosh. I'm like complaining everyday, money is not enough!!

Bought my fav black shawl couple of days ago. So in love with it that I'm like wearing it everyday!! ((= So much more like a Arts student now!! And my Accounts scored 86 ((= Happy girl. Gonna be out to IT fair later on with the boy and then funeral.

Enjoy yr weekends peeps!!

Love.

2007-08-30T19:27:00.000-07:00

School soon. 3.5hr break. Gonna be bored. And it's gonna be queneing up at Donut Factory to kill time.

Dearest Shirley's 18 coming soon. Fcuking broke. The gift and the drinks. God plss rain money down for me. Fri, Sat and Sun gonna be at the Funeral. My granduncle just passed away. Though in my memories, I dont remember him but I'm just gonna pay some respect. No work for the whole of this weekend. And it means I'm gonna rot to death ((=

Random: Been having bad hair day. Should I go for short hair or keep my length? I need opinions!! ((=

2007-08-27T19:57:00.000-07:00

My weekends are always wasted on work. Last week was no exceptional. It's so wasted when I have to work on weekends and no shopping for me. Like shit. But when my pay come in (= I met up with Robin and Yx on sat after my work for supper. It's killing me!!

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School was super bored today. Rahman and Daniel joined our class. Nothing much except that I'm having bad hair day (like always). I'm going for a hair extension soon ((= Home early and there's accounting and photoshop test tml. I'm dead meat. Din't even touch and revise any subject. Good luck ah! ((=

And this make my day. Thanks baby ((=

2007-08-23T14:50:00.000-07:00

Wednesday 22.08.07 Love the day at Marina Square with my girls. And the hilarious night at Foo house. ((=

Dinner at Miss you Cafe. Nice ambience with great food. It's a perfect place for friends gathering. Gonna hit that place again soon. Ohya. Met up with Hazel too despite how I detest her as shown in my previous post. Well, she gave me chocolate and apologised to me. So everythings back to normal. ((=

Slacked over at Daniel's workplace from 9+ till 3am. Foo house. Drinks on the house. Had fun with the card games and those "dare" ((=

Loveya all my friends ((=

2007-08-21T23:34:00.000-07:00

Lesson was super bored and So. Let the pictures do the talking ((=

Cher's having bad hair day.

The difference. I really cannot stand this pic. LOL

Feng Yuan Yuan

LOL!!! I just cant stop laughing at this pic. It's so fugly ((=

Mr Flabby never fails in acting cute ((=

Following Mr Flabby ((=

Have a nice day ahead ((= Love.

2007-08-21T20:24:00.000-07:00

Late night supper at Simpang Bedok 18/08/07

2007-08-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

And so, Ms Tissue Paper aka Hazel said that she should listen to what her friend said and meet us lesser or perhaps never hang out with us again. We're bad people, as proclaim by her friend. We smoke, we drink and we club. So that makes us bad people. Robin is advised by her to mix with us lesser and set a good example for us.

We dont need a example. We're young and fun people. Smoke, drink and club doesnt make us bad people. Without us, perhaps Ms Tissue Paper wont know what is fun. And her life would probably be just eat, work and sleep.

Childish, and she said. We? Making me pissed off. Look who's talking. A young adult of age 22, behaving in such a way is so wrong. I'm truly sympathise with your family background. However, the way you comment on the whole group of us really just turn me off. Bad influence? I dont think so. Everyone's drinking, clubbing and smoking. If that's the case, then you won't find anymore good guys around. For they're at home comfortably in their blanket.

Perhaps she's gonna lead her boring and healthy lifestyle from now onwards. ((= Good luck!

Random: Dad's flying off tml. Back in a month time. Bon voyage!!

2007-08-19T11:07:00.000-07:00

Friday. Food Marathon at Geylang. Smelly tofu, Braised duck pancake, Hokkien mee and Durian. Over at the durian stall, Roger out-of-sudden got so "high" and there it goes. A durian on my dress and bag. And thanks to Hazel who tried so hard to protect her only pathetic tissue paper. All wanna save for her so called "running nose". Ya right. Damn pissed off.

Cherilyn goes, "Jesus dont like people who are selfish."

Roger added, " The law is coming down!" He's just trying to say the Lord is coming down and not the law.

Home at 1+am and school plus work the next day. Yes I have lesson on every sat like what shit. People can party late at night and sleep throughout the whole afternoon on sat. Whereas I have to wake up damn early on every sat for the stupid lesson and then to work. There goes my weekend. Yesterday was an exceptional. School and work as usual. But met up with the gang for supper at Sampang Bedok. Great food there! Daniel's got his pay and he treated us. ((= Thanks.

Home early and the rest off to drinks. Woke up early in the morning to realise work is cancelled. Thanks ah!! But now, at least I have a day off.

Late pics grabbed from Daniel's blog. The bubble tea fight between Roger and Hazel over at hans on Wed. Hazel, bring so petty over a tissue paper (again) and pour bubble tea on Roger. It started. And Roger's voice won. ((=

I always love Roger more than Hazel despite those "suan-ing" from him. Damn the tissue paper girl who texted me nonsense halfway when I'm happily enjoying my prata. Calling me childish and stuff. Look who's talking. I din't insult you as much as what Roger did and you still claimed that he's better?!!! Alright then. If you were in front of me, I would have "pour drinks" on you and then throw tons of tissue paper packs on you. Thanks ah, Ms Tissue Paper!!!!!

Ciao!

2007-08-16T21:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was funnn!! Lesson ended at 11am. And we had Sushi for lunch. A bill of a hundred. Should have cost more but yeah, thanks to me ((=

Met up with Roger and went for the movie, 881. It sucks big time la. The language, the storyline and those actions. So typical S'pore style. And so. Rahman, Daniel and Me got so bored. Roger catched the show twice and still enjoyed it. Should have watch Secret instead la.

Hazel and Robin came along for dinner at evening time. Had lotsa hilarious converstaion.

Roger goes, "The tortoise calling the turtle" and "Crow as Crown."

I couldnt stop laughing at him. And I'm still laughing now. Funniest of all, water fight took place between Hazel and Roger. All thanks to Rahman la. I love my pals. Haha! And we had movie marathon over at Vivi's hse. Ghost shows all the way.

Daniel, Robin, Hazel and Vivi whom all have weak heart. Screamed throughout the show. Daniel, the poor boy got bullied by Hazel like always. And ya. Roger has a big butt. Daniel sure agree with me on this. LOL.

Someday soon, we're going downtown and rollar coaster. ((=

2007-08-10T11:05:00.000-07:00

Dinner and movie was great yesterday. But not the fireworks. Hate it when got to squeeze through the crowd so as to enjoy the best view. Was trying hard to squeeze through those blacks as we were intended to join Yong for the fireworks. But dammit! Gave up halfway and went home. Train was not packed during that time. Lucky we went home early.

Rush hour 3 was great. Thumbs up for the movie!!

Work today, tml and sunday at Isetan Scotts. Boss asked me to pls work due to the very pathetic pay I got from previous month. Happened to pop by, call me for dinner or lunch perhaps ((=

2007-08-09T13:18:00.000-07:00

I had a great time with dearest Ah Ang yesterday. As usual, her voice caught a lot of people's attention. But hanging out with her was fun. Hearing her telling me about her non-stop stories of her life in TP, super happening la. If only, I din't quit. And we bump into my greatest enemy of all time when I was in TP. The Donald Duck. Just some stuipd guy who gave me stupid nick. Stupid guy. I hate him. And Zhen Long too. Life seems great for them. And they're graduating soon. Well, I still got 1yr plus or more to go.

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To dearest Cher and Vivi.

It's how sad that things can only be well expressed when written. How I really wish things not to turn sour between us. Have you girls ever wonder, life might be much better with friends surrounding when actually the "dont be bothered attitude". Concern for me, yes I KNOW.

I know all the care and concern and the love from you girls. But dont create awarkard between us when you all actually tried to give comments or make decisions for me.

Opinions given, advices given, comments given. Decision still lies in my hand. I CHOOSE.

Advises given, cos of really care and concern. But see, I dont give much of a comments on your relationships too. It's not that I dont care or whatever. But what's the use when you all actually make decision on your own and old enough to think for self. Take a look at your stand. And take a look at my stand. People handle things in different way. And my way of handling is so much diff. So what if treatment is bad? I know what I'm doing. And if one day I regret it, I can only blame myself and no one else. I can only cry in the dark then.

Remember the tags on my board. If only you girls are less mischevious perhaps I wont deserved that. Too think that I actually fucking cry for you girls on that night too. Dont know anything right? Cos I'm happy-go-lucky. And true enough, I forgot everything.

Dont ever laugh at me or comment on me like what you girls did to others. Good friends dont laugh or give stupid comment about me behind my back. Not doing it through the phone way too. Wanna know anything, ask me straight. And not "I suspect she still contact him bla bla bla" I believe and treat both of you as true friends. So perhaps, dont create awarkard between us. I know what's going on but I choose to close an eye. Talking behind my back makes me feels sucky when actually we all know each other so so long and shared everything!!

I really love you girls. And I accept the opinions. Let me choose. My life, my decision.

It's just a day out. Why the big fuss? ((=

Happy National Day!!

2007-08-08T17:23:00.000-07:00

Friday.

Phuture on Robin's 18th birthday 030807

Tuesday.

Best buds hanging around school campus after dim sum ((=

Wednesday.

Hitting town soon with my dearest girl Ah Ang. Finally gonna meet her up after dont-know-how-many-donkey-years. And I'm a happy girl! I'm getting the dress i've been eyeing on for so long!! HAHA. I miss her craps and her loud laughter!

National day tml. Ezra date me out for movie and dinner ((=

Enjoy the weekends ahead!

Love.

2007-08-05T16:15:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna get a new phone today! ((=

Thanks daddy!

2007-08-03T12:06:00.000-07:00

Chilli crab for dinner. Robin's birthday treat. Supp! Finally he's 18. Gonna club offically. And I'll definately bring you to Play one day. I know, Les are your favourite ((=

Zouk tonight.

For it's your 18th birthday. And you know me. I'll make you crawl home!!

Happy 18th birthday!!!

2007-07-30T22:10:00.000-07:00

Working at Isetan Scotts is so much better than working at the boutique. The whole area is filled with girls of my age and we can really click. They're nice people. Sales there are good too. So work is fine and fun for the whole of last weekend. Enemy for life is just working a level down me. Haha.

Robin's 18th birthday is approaching. And I'm broke. So broke that I can't even afford a present for him, the drinks and the dinner. I need money. And my hp bill is like oh my god! I got to really save up man. Bread with peanut better perhaps will be really great for the next few days.

My god. I don't know what's wrong with my mind and my heart. The mind said carry on with life. But the heart says otherwise. Sometimes, I really hope I can turn back the time. If only I can. Seriously.

What can I do to stop making myself feel this way.
What can I do to make you care.
What can I do to forget everything.
What can I do to make you really love me.
What can I say and do now,
When I'm already sunk so down into it.

I can only,

cry in the dark.

make me smile ((=

2007-07-25T13:35:00.000-07:00

Drunk on first day of school.

Lessons were so bored and we turned into photowhoring. Finally saw my long-lost classmates. Especially those China peeps. Dramatic changes since I last saw few. Missed "Handsome" the most. Well, dont be mistaken. He's actually big in size but I gave him that nick. He's friendly and a nice guy.

So when lesson ended, he invited us over to a pub his friend opened at Chinatown. The place is cosy and nice decorations. So "Handsome" opened a bottle of Martell for us. And he said, "Not enough, order more!" And worst still, he bought each of us a brand new packet of ciggs when he took our 1 stick of cigg. LOL. He's brady rich la. You can't imagine what kind of job he holds. But well, he's definately a nice guy.

There's this part when we're taking pics. So "Handsome" was putting his hand on my waist and he said, "Nicole you've got a small waist!"

And Cherilyn goes, "Hmpff. You should hold mine. Mine is so much smaller lo pls!!"

I can't stop but laughing at her. She's gonna marry "Handsome" soon for his money. LOL. Saw the white shirt guy? That's "Handsome". Our best buds from China. Loves. ((=

2007-07-22T23:02:00.000-07:00

Fireworks at Esplanade was great yesterday. Had dinner over at some coffee shop with Roger and CCC. Burget, thus small amount of money and restaurant taste. Roger got bored and had fun with my camera. And he goes.

"Left. Yes Yes. Now right. Yes Yes. Now top view. Oh Yeah."

Trying to act photographer. Fail! He's always full of nonsensical stuff. And he asked me along to join him in the not straight club at Tanjong Pagar. So PLAY was really fun. Not a single people there is straight so forget the idea of getting hunks or babes. Go there and enjoy the fun. Everyone over there is so friendly. It's just so enjoyable. And seriously, Roger has a bunch of fab friends! ((= Something interesting took place. When I was dancing at the dancefloor. A gay approached me with a handphone. So there's this Les that wanted to know me. She's ain't butch and perfectly dressed up a babe. Fucking hot la. We had a small conversation and she took my contact. Haha. Interesting!!

Roger, pls ask me along to PLAY next time. Perhaps, I might turn out to be the regular there. ((=

2007-07-21T11:08:00.000-07:00

Cafe Del Mar 20.07.07

Wanted to go for some tanning session initially but the moment we reached there, dark clouds everywhere. There's totally no sun at all. So we just sit and chill by the beach at Cafe Del Mar. So whole night, Vivi is just spending her last day with Rahman. Kinda pity that things still turn out this way. Well, he's seriously a nice guy la! But too bad. The timing is just so wrong for the both of them. Don't worry dude, still friends! ((=

Dearest Cher and me got so bored than we turned our boredom into photowhore. Surprised, Fazli came all the way from C.C.K to Sentosa and look for me. Well, he said he's got no plans too. So he's there for like less than 2hrs and we left. Was supposed to went drinking with Hao but did something stupid and ridiculous that really pissed him off.

Guess I'm too tired and that's explains everything. Ended up, a big light bulb the whole night. V and R was suppsoed to have some personal thing but well I'm there and I spoilt their night I guess. Dont blame me pls. How the hell will I know I'm so blur and did the most embrassing thing in my whole life. Damn! Thinking back, got my face whole red!

The pics are taking sucha long time to upload. I'm gonna upload the rest when dearest Cher send me.

Have a great weekend.

Love.

2007-07-19T19:50:00.000-07:00

Finally I had my tan!! Look so much healthier now ((=

Was home at 2plus the previous night. All thanks to Roger, had to wake up damn early like 7.30am today to go for tanning session over at Tampines Swimming Complex. It started to rain heavily the moment we reached. So changed to Plan B. Had breakfast and finally tanning session at 12pm. Freaking hot! But I love my tan!

And I'm going for another tanning session at Sentosa tml with dearest Cher. Cafe Del Mar, we shall go. Never been there before wonder how's it like. Heard from Cher that it's pretty cosy with bed and sea view plus sun-tanning. Shiokness man! So we gonna be there for another tanning and then chilling at the same place later time with Rahman and Vivi.

This pic was taken on 10March06. When we first went tanning together. Just the 2 of us.

And I'm browsing through Cher's multiply and found alot of funny pictures and past memories. Those were the days. . .

How time flies. It's been 7YEARS!! Dont know what lead to our closeness today. Probably our outgoing character? For both of us like to crap alot. All thanks to Vivi, I know one of my best girlfriend today. She gets to know all of her exs with my help and I simply love her. Cause she's there for me during my lowest point of life. Same goes to Vivi.

How time flies seriously man. We're getting older and closer as days go by. And I love my bunch of fab friends to the max. ((=

** suntanning tml Cher. Dont put me rocket! **

2007-07-18T15:34:00.000-07:00

Today is supposed supposely to go Mambo Jumbo. Well, everything was cancelled last min. So I'll be out to town later on with dearest Roger and Vivi and one of her friend.

Plenty of friends are going Zouk tonight. Damn. And I'm not going. Gonna missed out the fun and drinking session with them.

Friday, Cafe Del Mar. Rahman, Vivi, Leon and his date plus me. Can you see that! I'm definately gonna be the belonging caretaker! WTH. Rather to go in a big group and have fun than me alone going with couples. Sucks!

School gonna reopen real soon. Need to get couples of things. Gonna hit Popular soon with my girls. Well, having school is not diff from holidays. Timetable is still slack though.

A big "HELLO!!" to Rocky Master at Cine cause we will be there slacking our time away since we got 3hrs break in between lessons on some days. Others, just purely 2-3 hrs a day. My school hours just sucks big time.

I just feel everything so fucked up now! My life sucks, my school sucks and my work sucks too!!!!!

I need some smoke!

Ciao!

2007-07-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

Zouk was last min on Sat. It seriously sucks. Firstly, the crowd. Secondly, the music. Thirdly, not much friends went. Worst of all, we met a minor accident when dearest Vivi was driving me on the way there. So the night turns into boredem.

And Hazel goes, "Dont want. Clubbing with you all is so sian!" when I asked her to come along with us for the Mambo Jumbo this coming Wednesday.

Hello. Look who's talking okay! You should feel happy that we asked you along otherwise your life just gonna be like work, sleep, eat. Piss me off!

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And I just got back from a picnic outing organised by dearest Vivi. It turns out real good since it's been like a year where we last been to beach and just enjoy the breeze and chill. So it was great. We took tons of pictures and it's still transfering to me by Robin. Thanks ah Robin!

Again, we bought too much food.

There's so many pics to be uploaded. I'm just gonna upload some ((=

The pictures are very hilarious right? Thanks to the macbook which produces such effects.

Anyway, I truly enjoyed my day. It's great to be out at the beach with best buds, than drinking everyday.

Talking about drinking, we gonna hit Zouk this Wednesday again. Mambo Jumbo! And Rachel's gonna be there too. So it's purely girls night out and seriously, it's the last night out partying cause school gonna reopens in 6days time.

Ciao! ((=

2007-07-13T22:12:00.000-07:00

Drinking at Dbl O was cancelled last night. Sick and tired of going to Zouk. Wanted to try something relaxing, fun and exciting.

So we went BBQ last min, without booking any pit.

The food and stuff was all bought last min from Cheers over at Downtown.

It turned out pretty good!

We chill, smoke, chat and had fun. With just the close friends. Had some beer. And Vivi, the super lousy beer-drinker, went KO with just one can of beer. Got herself super red and then vomitted 3/4 times I guessed? Haha. No more beer for her pls. She can't drink beer la!!

And there was this part where I actually report police. There was this bunch of small little kids aged around 13-15. And they were smoking, shouting and dancing at some pit near us. This got all of us super irritated. So we report the police.

"Illegal gathering. Young kids smoking. Noise pollution," and so I said.

Soon enough, the police came and checked all of them. But couldn't find any ciggs. Know why? Cause they threw everything under the tree! And they managed to get off.

So Cher and CCC left early. Left behind only me, Rahman and Vivi. Imagine how the situtation was. So fcuking werid with me and them. And so I called Alvin..ccs.

Mind you. He's just 17? And we know him 2yrs back at Chai Chee sec. Long story and it's pretty ridiculous. The moment he reached, non-stop noise pollution. But it's kinda good we catch up with life. Still remember the times over at the birthday's chalet, the CNY lim period, the slacking time at Cine. It was fun back then hanging out together.

But over time, he's too young for us. His thinking, his actions. Super Ah Beng la! But still a nice young boy though. ((=

So next week gonna be the last week of holiday before saying "Hello to NAFA". And we had plans already. Wed gonna hit Mambo Jumbo. One of the weekends gonna overnight at Cafe Del Mar with the usual gang.

I can't imagine how great it gonna be. Lying on those beds just next to the sea, with the sea breeze, chat, smoke and do crazy things with great friends! Damn I'm so looking forward to it. Friends make time for that okay. Last week of holiday and fun together!!!!

And it's Saturday today. I'm like got no plans!! Shit la. Ask me out if you're free to okay!!

I so miss my long hair!

Ciao!

2007-07-12T13:28:00.000-07:00

Zouk last night was alright la. Both me and Vivi finally had a taste of Flame Lambogini. We drank one glass each. Not really that good but of course taste better than L.I.T and Graveyard. My stomach was burning and it's so uneasy with a hot feeling burning inside. And we had more. There's this sweet liquor Rahman bought and it taste great la.

But we got KO before 12, again. Just feeling high.

Dancefloor at Phuture was fcuking packed. Like forever. So squeezy that it got all of us unhappy. Cant even have proper fun with friends. Just stand there and people will push you so there's not even a need to move to the music la. Ladies' Night at Zouk is always like this.

So we went Mambo Jumbo. It's super super fun there la. Jump to the music. And Hazel goes, "Yo! Yo! Yo!" She's having fun with Roger, so am I. ((= Poor Rahman, he got hooked by some indian guy. Who was like hugging him and jump at the same time. Funny! And poor Viviene. She step on some broken glass, all thanks to the indian who was pushing around. She got the big one out on her feet, but there's like some small bits stuck inside. She seems that she can't even be bothered with those. My god. Pls faster get it out otherwise, Roger gonna design an artifical feet for you to fit on. Get those bits out!!!!!!

Rahman, Leon and Nic are nice guys. Rahman always goes, "C is for Cookie!" Ya right. Wait till I open my mouth and ask you about f.r.i.e.n.d.s! And I dont know what caused the shy-ness between me and Leon. So he is like a hackcare attitude and super shy guy to me. But he seems nice and decent. It's been like the 4th time I clubbed with them? And it was never once, that he sort of dirty dance with a girl. The most decent guy I ever met. So decent that, we never even really talk to each other. Well, Rahman said he's shy. And I guessed. He's really shy!!! Nic, the forever msging guy.

Went to Mac. And Roger started his jokes. Now I know why indians are afraid to lao sai and how they communicate! LOL.

Mambo Jumbo was so much happening than Phuture. Let's hit Zouk next wed one last time before school reopens.

((= Ciao!

2007-07-11T14:31:00.000-07:00

As I was reading the past entries in Viviene's blog, I passed by this entry which is just meant for me!

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If you need a friend i am here. I give comments not bluntly, but truthfully. Truth hurts - Thats a fact.

Comments are here, my opinion your choice if you accept it or not.

Consequences are the bearings of choices made. Bad consequence for a mistake made. Good consequences for good judgement in decision making.

The main point is, its all about choice. The things YOU choose.

The heart and mind often give different readings. In general, girls follow their heart and guys follow their mind. Which is supposely better, our brain gives logical thinking.

And anyway, its good to compare yourself to the better ones once in a while to give yourself motivation and improve. Never look back to people who are lousier and say things like "see, they also ma".

I've paid for the mistakes i made, its locked in head as a reminder. Afterall, the mistakes you've done, you have to bear it yourself.. friends,lovers,family who to help? At most a few piece of advice. Thats all. Be sure, avoid all mistakes, do right.. for the sake of your own life.

Your decisions and accomplishments are what people are going to regconize you as. Ask, what have you achieve so far. Spending so much money from baby till now, Eating all the good food.. what is the outcome. Anything u can think of that u've accomplished and contribute to the society?

To my friend nicole. Your life is not smooth sailing, as all of us are. Perhaps yours is tougher. The people you treasure treats you the opposite, they may not be good. But you have a choice to deal with them. Job sucks, leave. Friends sucks, change. Stupid people, ignore. All decisions lies in your hands.

Always always always do a favour for yourself.

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That's my best girlpal! That's what a true friend is. 10yrs of friendship really counts. Her advices always lock as a remainder in my head. People whom I treasure treated me the opposite, so why should I torture myself? Ya. My life is not smooth-sailing at all but at least better as compared to Hazel. I always meet the wrong guy. Sad to admit, but I'm still having misses for him.

After reading this entry like the 2nd time? Perhaps, it's really time for me to always always always do myself a favour. It's about the things I CHOOSE.

After today, I'm gonna be a brand new Nicole.
I'm gonna forget everything.
And make life easier for myself.

Studies and good career is what I pursue now.

I don't need a guy.
But I need my girls.

This gonna sounds mushy. But I really.

Love you girls ((=

2007-07-11T12:43:00.000-07:00

Was out to Vivo yesterday with my girls. It's been like thousand of donkey years since I last been there. Well, it was great. Bought a dress and Roger's comment, always the best!

"looks more like $4.80 rather than $48" !!!!!

After Vivo, we went slacking at hans. Vivi, Roger, Cher, Rahman, Hazel and CCC were all present. So we were like crapping and it's like forever, "Yong forever the bully-er and Nic, the Bullied" as stated by Vivi. When Roger finally chased Hazel home, we headed to the same slacking place. Cher's balcony. There's a great place to slack when it's at night la. Super cooling can!

So at the balcony. Roger was having fun bullying me! And Vivi, her nice chat with R. Cher, the onlooker. Ohya. Roger's songs really sucks. He kinda finds difficulty sticking to a song and till it finished before switching to another. It's pretty . . . when you keep changing songs halfway! HAHA.

Guess what people, it's our long-awaited WEDNESDAY!! So it's gonna be party again tonight! Flame Lambogini and Graveyard. Pls get Vivi drunk or rather, Roger or Rahman. I feel better getting people drunk rather than me drunk. Otherwise, the night sure gonna be wasted when I'm drunk cause it just gonna be puking!

And. I've got no themes for the dress-code tonight. This may sounds ridiculous but that's Girls okay! 7hrs more to Vivi's hse and then ZOUUUKKKK!!!!!

Ciao. And have fun. Wished me drunk not! ((=

2007-07-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

Second post of the day. As I was happily watching tv. Something popped up in my mind and decided to share.

I was at work yesterday. And overheard the conversation Cheryl was having with Yeeling, my colleagues. So being super busybody, I went over and tried to find out and join in the conversation. Then, Cheryl started to tell me about her life story, being her relastionship.

So she was with this guy for about 3yrs plus. They almost got married but lucky she saw his true colours just before they got engaged. Guys and their flings, one night stand! I could tell how much Cheryl was in love with him back then. And being together for 3yrs plus, she simply know him to his veins. And just one night, her bf was caught with another girl out doing the 3-letter word. From the way Cheryl put it and the place where she hangs out at, I guessed she's not someone that easy. Ha. Unbelieveable!

And so, she called the girl and had a nice chat with her.

"Hello. I'm Cheryl. Are you with ... now?"

"No, I'm not."

"Do you know he got a girlfriend?"

"Really? I dont know anything."

bla bla bla.

Hey hey! Does this sounds familiar? Haha. So coincidence la. Same thing happened to me! But then, Cheryl got back with her bf. So I was asking her how can she endure and accept someone who had sex with another girl and yet back with her, f* her when he had entered another hole? Well, she thought he had changed. But that's not the case. She managed to find out more in later days and the girl, knowing the fact that they're back tgt, yet can happily let him f* her. WTH! Ended up, Cheryl's been single all the way till today.

So I said, "BITCH! I HATE BITCHES!"

Cheryl went, "No girl. Bitches had brain. They need to think twice before turning to bitch. But not SLUT."

Haha. Totally agree. Ya. At times, girl maybe the ignorance one who claims that they dont know the other party is attached but still, ended up becoming some slut. That's how things usually turned out to be.

So why do things always ended up in the same way. Hearing her telling me about her past was like reminding me of what happened to me. That's life. For now, single life rocks!

** to hell with those sluts ** ((=

2007-07-09T17:05:00.000-07:00

Was out to my girlfriend's apartment the other day. 6 of us. All feeling vex and super emo.

CCC, the forever stressful boy.

Yixing, the forever sex girl.

Hazel, the funniest.

Cher, the biggest eye.

Jl, the forever kisser.

And me, i dont know.

LOL.

There's like only the 4 of us at the balcony happily smoking, girls' talk and feeling vex over the things that happened in our life. Hazel told us her life story. It's so ridiculous that I thought can only be seen on TV. What happen to her was beyong anyone's imagination. If I was her, I'll be dead by now. I kinda feel sorry for her. Well, at least she met us. Her life will be much more happening than ever. I'll try not to laugh at her. Afterall, her life was really screwed in the past.

A big welcome to her for becoming one of our clubbing kaki! ((=

And this wed, Ladies Night. Vivi, now the hardcore clubber, asked me to Zouk. Hazel gonna be there too. And we wanna get graveyard. Had a taste of it the other time. The hardcore liquor that can get real drunk fast! Haha. And my friend just told me Rambogini cost the same. Was thinking of getting Vivi that. I wanna see her puke! But it's so troublesome to look after drunkards! Let's see. And we like can't wait for wed la.

Vivi text me, "haha, on la. get low get low get low.."

Cannot stand. But Cher, not gonna be there again. I miss our dirty dance. LOL.

Alight. Off to tv. And I sense my boredom awaiting for me for the whole of this week. Ask me out girls!! ((=

*10 yrs of friendship* And that is Rahman's destorted face.

Ciao!

2007-07-05T17:40:00.000-07:00

Last night at Zouk was funnnnn. My best buds were all there. Even Cher who shouldn't go, went too. She can't resist temptation! We had Long Island Tea and I'm like the first to KO la. Damn throw face when I'm like not the first time drinking. Vivi can hold her liquor well, same goes to Roger and Cher. I was the first to vomit. And I vomitted out all the fried oyster and carrot cake we had earlier on. Next was Vivi. She had hard time vomitting in the toilet. And the girls there was like teaching her how to puke by putting 2 fingers into her mouth. Gross. So the girl was like telling the BF about Vivi and their conversation was overheard by us.

And. I went up and look after her. Finally! She vomitted out. Back at the bar with Rahman, she vomitted again. She still told us, "Just now I was too hungry so I din't munch on the carrot cake and just swallow it. Then I vomitted out a whole piece of carrot cake which has no teeth marks on it." It's god damn funny la!! LOL.

Hazel's mouth stinks big time! I'm not the only one complaining but the rest too. Even the guys are freak out by her. Ha ha. Well, that's hazel. What's new!

I'm super hyper last night. Got really high and I enjoyed dancing with Roger, Vivi and the guys. Aftermath, we were like walking around hunting for food. And the guys went teasing about the small little mole i had on my neck.

Thanks ah Roger!

So they went, "Cookie Monster! Cookie Monster! Cookie Monster!"

WTH! Rahman still said that Cookie Monster sounds so much better than Chocolate chip. It just sounds the same to me la. Insulting!

But they do have fun teasing at me la! Roger's having the most fun!! Well, but they're a bunch of nice guys. Nic's the best joker. He's got the smallest waist in the world of only 20 and the loudest voice plus stupid actions. Rahman, the guy Vivi had the most fun with. Leon, decent and hackcare attitude.

Anyway, last night was really enjoyable! Ciao ((=

2007-07-04T22:38:00.000-07:00

Gonna meet my sweeties soon. Catching up with life. Slack, eat, smoke at our usual place. 2-3 weeks since I last saw Cher?! Wondering how's she doing. Well, gotta get out of hse soon!!

Kinda sad that can't persuade her to join in the fun tonight. She and her whatever rashes. Pls get well soon. I miss the fun the 3 of us used to enjoy! So pls, get well real real soon!! ((= Am definately hitting zouk tonight. Disappointed, there's gonna be a smoking area and we like can't smoke openly yet have to squeeze into one area with the rest. It seriously sucks, I tell you.

Anyway, few more hours time. And we gonna party and drink like hell. It's Ladies night. So enjoy peeps.

((=

2007-07-03T10:46:00.000-07:00

Just had a nice chat with dearest Yong on MSN. He's gonna join us for the party tml night over at Zouk. Vivi's friend gonna open bottle. And Yong, still the coolest, went "I dont drink ppl's drink. We share money buy Long Island Tea la!" Wa sia. Showoff. Long Island Tea! *faints* That's a super strong liquor la. And it's Yong' fav. LOL. Cannot stand him.

It' been like thousands of donkey years since I last went club/drink with him. So tml gonna sure be happening la. Plus vivi gonna be there and the problem is she dint try L.I.T before. HA! Let's see. Confirm drunk want tml. Lucky, everyone's off on thur. No job, no school. So why not, have fun. Aiya, I seriously miss Cher man. When the hell will she gets well? )=

Partying so much. Reached home only at 6am for 6 straight days in a row. Super happening la me. Haha. And I really need money for my extra entertainment that is draining me so dry. . . .

That's Yong. Grabbed his pic. Haha. Getting cooler la. No longer the Tramma we used to know. Haha. It's Wednesday night tml. So enjoy your night peeps. ((=

2007-07-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

I reached home at 6 in the morning. Like again, night life. But it was dramatic last night. It's my first time seeing how depress Gly is. Shocked to see her like this. Getting herself real drunk, then crying her hearts out and vomit all over. Her guy was just few doors away from us, and she missed him so much. Yet, there's no courage from her to drop by. So I did her this little favour and ended up in a mess. Well, seeing her like this just reminds me of those days when I'm depressed too.

Relationships can really bring one real down. Down to the end of the pit and letting no way to see the light again. At least, it's not so easy. Gly really put in alot into hers and yet, nothing always some out of that effort. I cried too last night, it just reminds of me. I was behaving the same way as her just weeks before. Yet I can scold her and advised on her but not myself. Kinda big time loser! Gly's guy told me, "Girls maybe the one who will get hurts the most, but they really got no idea how much the guy already went through that's why they behave in such a way."

But at least, I know the guy is true to her. For he's there to look after her when she's in such a state. And as for me, I'm speechless. It's just nightlife throughout. Partying so hard and trying to get things out of my mind. It's just so different on the outside and on the inside. Gly's home now and I guess they're back tgt. Though there's too much hurts, but I can tell he's a nice guy. All the best yeah ((=

And. I got no idea why, my life is getting more dramatic. WTH la! HAHAHA. Why in the hell do I always ended up meeting the same type of guys? Well, that's life. Gotta accept it. And, I'm loving my single life so much. For, I'm scare of guys alr. Serious. I don't wanna my life to get screwed up again.

I love staying out real late at night. ((=

2007-06-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

2 Jugs of Long Island Tea. 3 Glasses of Martell. Had some beer too. Got totally high last night at Zouk. Tipsy but din't vomit. Wasted. Gina still the best, had graveyard plus grambogini at Phture. After long island tea. She's really a good drinker.

Super high la last night. Super super super, okay! Lucky there's friends there to look after me. But I'm kinda freak out by Ernie la. Just abit high and couldn't walk properly yet he's like angry with me keep shouting at me for not being able to hold my liquor well yet drinks alot. WTH la. Really cannot stand him! Got sober by 4+ and know what took place. ((=

I just had my fun. And funny, Rahman is a werid guy.

Party, again someday, soon ((=

2007-06-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

Life has never been this tiring! Been clubbing for 2 consecutive nights!

Had hell lotsa fun on Wed at Zouk, especially. Jo, Irene, Vivie, Gly plus gang and Julian was there. But it's super crowded that we can't even walk. Eventually, we got separated and it's left only me, Vivi and Jo on the dancefloor. Got a little tipsy and truly enjoyed the night. It's been such a super long time since how much we really enjoyed ourself. A night to remember, *point at viviene and laughs* It's as though we're back to Cheeky times but Cher wasn't there. She gotta get well soon. And party with us!!

I got home around 5+ and slept for only 3hrs and off to work. Julian then fetched us for dinner at Geylang. MOS was last min. The crowd ain't good, not really that crowded. Anyway, I still enjoyed myself. Cause there's Hazel there to keep me entertained whole night. LOL.

There's work and party tml night, again. Cannot stand, body clock totally screwed up. Getting bad eyes days. That's my life, for you people now. And when on earth will my dearest Cher finally get well? I miss her thick lips and evil laughter. Pls let meet up real soon.

((=

2007-06-27T23:25:00.000-07:00

Mambo Night!!!

Partying with Jo, Gly and gang. Have fun.

And I miss clubbing times with my fav girls, Vivi and Cher.

((=

2007-06-26T11:40:00.000-07:00

Roses, money, effort.

Just know him for simply 4 days yet he treated me like his gf. Came down acc me for lunch, gave me money each time he meets me. And claims that he "loves" me when I hardly knows him for 4days. It's kinda werid right? ((=

Anyway, this week gonna be the last week where smoking is allowed in club. After that, if u wanna smoke, go to "Smoking Area!" Tsk tsk. That's Sin for u ppl. Am gonna hit club this sat too.

I've kinda learnt to let things go. Perhaps, this is the only way to make life happier and easier. I've cried too much for him, so much that the tears just wouldn't stop. He has his own life, family, friends and girls. I'm just a passerby. 18months. I've really learnt alot from him. Am became more mature in my thinking too. Well, life still got to move on. Time gonna cure everything. And perhaps, one day I'll meet someone better. ((=

Wish me the best.

2007-06-24T12:33:00.000-07:00

After a year plus of being together,

we finally called it a off.

He gently kissed her cherry lips,

which I thought the kiss only belongs to me.

He hold her hand,

just like how he holds mine.

He was out with her the whole night,

When he told me I'm the only one he loves.

If you love me as much as you said you did,

then you would'nt have hurt me like I am a shit.

And you pushed me away like you never know me.

I love you with my heart truly and deeply.

I guess you forgot the times we shared.

And now I'm on own.

This ain't easy at all.

But I'm not gonna cry ain't more

Cause I've got my pride too.

And being single is not really that bad too, Right?

Pls give me the courage to move on.

For now I'm not even a thought in your mind.

And everything you said was just a lie.

Forget me,

Foreget you,

Forget the past,

Forget the times we shared,

Forget everything!

((=

2007-06-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

Obession with Dresses now. Just bought another dress from Realm where I received 30% discount yet still cost me $42. Though the material is soft, comfortable to wear but it's been a huge damage to me. Bought the dress then to realise I've got something similar which I got from FO earlier on. Just that this dress has more print and the material is better. WTH.

And. I saw this brady sexy dress in Forever21. Super regret din't get that dress instead. *humph* It's okay. New series of clothes coming in real soon. Also, I wanna get that Yellow tube dress fr TopShop.

Seriously, I love dresses so much. ((=

2007-05-31T20:39:00.000-07:00

Why am I being blamed for things which I never do at all? Be it at work or anything.
Why am I the one who always get accused?
Why am I the one always at the losing ends?
Why is it when I put in effort to do something good, it always turns out otherwise?

And just I received a msg from boss asking me to admit if I did steal stuff from store otherwise she's gonna pursue it. Come'on la. Go ahead. My conscience is clear. Go ahead. It's really WTH when I put in so much effort to this particular job and what i get is SHIT.

I'm so at such a bad losing end in everything. Pls be kinder to me. ((=

2007-05-22T16:30:00.000-07:00

Click on the image. And it's every girls' dream. ((=

"Don't eat. If you want to see food, look into the mirror at your thighs"
"If it taste good, it's trying to kill you"
"You only fail if you stop trying"

So god damn true. And it's time for me to do something too. Just wanna shake off some fats and I will look even better. But I will start next week. LOL. I'm gonna thin down before school reopens. And I must have determination to do that! ((=

2007-05-22T16:21:00.000-07:00

It's gonna be a off-day for today and tml. Finally, some time to slack and rot at home. It's been such a long time since I last tasted home-cooked food. And really, time for me to get my stupid feet some message!

Anyway, I was out to Haji lane with lovely Sylvia. And oh man! Stuff over there is super super VINTAGE LA!!!! But some how, it's not my cup of tea. Firstly, it's costly. Secondly, it's gonna make me look fat in it. And lastly, it's so vintage that I dont think I dare to wear it out. LOL. But still, it's really nice place. The shit thing is I forget to bring my cam out! WTH. Nvm, I gonna go there again to get that red vintage bag. Super love it and I wanna get it soon before it's gone! Off to shopping in town after that and bought some stuff. Total damage $150. Super broke now.

Ohya. I went to gay pub, TABOO that night. Indeed, an eye-opener for me. The guys there are so urban-male with great body builds and nice face features but so sad they're gays. And on the dancefloor I'm the only girl yet they spend no effort to even take a look at me. But truth is, they're real friendly. ((=

And this Fri is his big-day. It's gonna be his birthday celebration. Totally no idea where to head and I need money! Suffer huge damage and pls pay day be here soon!!!! I wanna get my hair-do! And shopping spree caauseeeeeee it's GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!!!!!!!!!! Girls, let shop till we drop.

Have a great week ahead ((=

2007-05-15T22:08:00.000-07:00

I really cannot stand my boss. Though she's good, but it seems that she's taking big advantage of me! Initally my pay was $3.12/hr and that sent me into a rage. I'm so angry with the amount of pay so I only earn $500+ for working a full month. Wth! Then she offered to pay me $5/hr asking me not to leave. On the account that she's good, thus I continued.

But she just called me earlier on giving me lotsa excuses saying that she can't afford the pay cause she's at losing end bla bla bla. Main point is, she took back what she said and only paid me $4/hr. WTH la!!! Damnit! Fucking little okay. It's like so pathetic. Not even enough to pay for my own transport.

Time for me to haunt for another job. A better-paying job. (=

2007-05-13T12:50:00.000-07:00

and He said to me last night,

"don't worry. We will be together soon. And We will start everything afresh."

((=

You're the one I will always kiss.
You're the one I will always miss.
You're the one I will always love.

2007-05-10T12:01:00.000-07:00

Baby, I miss you so much.
Have I ever tell you how much I wish to get back to you.

I miss the good old times.
I miss the gym-ing session.
I miss the jokes we shared.
I miss the hugs and kisses from you.
I miss the times where we shared everything.

the way I tell myself to carry on with life.
the way I tell myself it doesn't hurt at all.
are all just excuses for myself when actually,
deep down in my heart
I miss you so.

if only, I don't drink
if only, I don't club
if only, I'm a good girl
if only, I'm understanding

and I believe I will.

It's been so hard baby.
if only a one last chance is given to both of us.

I want everything to start all over again.

2007-05-05T21:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a ORBIT day for me. Monday=slack thus without much thinking I just anyhow dress up and left for town to work. WTH. Then I realise I'm so orbit la. I swear my whole life, I'm not gonna wear pants/jeans again! Never again. Seriously, so not me! Worse of all, i forget to DRAW MY EYEBROW!! Imagine. WTH.

Freaking bad day!

Something even worst happened today! Was out smoking with my boy and as usual, I just litter the ciggs butt. And guess what, my boy did that too as he was too engrossed in our chat. Resulted, WE GOT CAUGHT FOR LITTERING CIGGS BUTT. Worst thing that happened today. I was let off as I'm a girl thus given a chance. But not him, he got a fine. We've learnt our lesson.

But it's okay, for me. I've got my pay. I've just dyed my hair to blue black and trimmed it abit. Bought my fav contact lens today! Happy girl now ((=

Ohya. I'm gonna have a change of job soon.

2007-05-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

Too much emotions.

Too much conflicts.

Too much problems.

I shall not blog that often.

((=

It's gonna be a busy life ahead.

2007-04-26T20:46:00.000-07:00

"Remember girls, guys come and go, but PRIDE STAYS FOREVER "

Dearest Cher wrote this sentence in her blog. I'm super agree with her la. Ya right pride stays forever. Without pride, it's as though lost oneself. Not even have friends. Tsk tsk. Nothing is more important than respecting ownself ((= Lady boss even told me over the phone, "Guys like you can. Tell them I won't even love you. So young only. You will meet the right one when the time is ripe. Just enjoy single life now!" Ha! Really cannot stand when dearest boss told me that over the phone. She's most like a friend to me and my colleague. And. She will be bringing us for a drink at Velvet or Zouk on pay day. Though I can't enter, but I know there's some way she can bring me in. Haha.

Ohya. Speaking of Cherilyn, this bitch just intro me to her friend couple of days ago. She told me he had a crush on me since like last year but I was attached then. He named me "Heavenly" back then. LOL. So din't exchange contact till recently. I met him up last night in town for supper. Yixing joined us. We really chatted alot. But hey, I din't forget what my boss told me and seriously, I'm not flirting. Just making more friends. I love my current life. Nothing but gossip everyday.

B gave me 20 free entrance tickets to MOS this coming thursday! LOL. Alot of friends are coming along. But kinda sad the 2 bitches can't make it. Darling Mar and her friends are going to open 3 bottles on thur. LOL. See. Entrance free, drink also free. Most importantly, I can catch up with my friends, Arthur and Glynnis plus gang. Haha. I hope Larry is going. Seriously, I think that he's a good catch. But too bad, I and him din't really talk yet! Ha! I shall really take things slowly. Party on thur night and I'll be working morning shift the next day. WTH! Confirm walking zombie then! Lucky work end at 4pm.

Life still got to moves on. And I'm so much happier right now! ((=

2007-04-19T12:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.cherilynvelle.multiply.com

Check out my best bud blog. She blogged about how much she loves me. Wooo~ It makes me feel happy after a long 5 days full shift of work. Got inspired and decide to blog about the girls too.

LJL. Know her for 10 years (and still counting), the best girl on Earth. I loves her for her nonsense. Always full of ridiculous ideas. The first one to get car liscene among us. The one with the bigggest boobs. The sexiest girl. I loves her for the daring and attitude who always dont wear bra out. I loves her for her logical sense. I loves her for her mature thinking. I loves her more than Pierre. And I loves her for she introduce Cherilyn to me.

Cherilyn. The first time I know her was when she wrote a testi for me in friendster saying how big my boobs were. That's nonsense. And though we know for only a yr plus but it's as though we've know each other for a period of 7 yrs. I loves her for she has the small boobs, long legs and a thick lips. LOL. And I loves laughing at her. She never fails to owe me a treat and never return me that treats. She's sexy and I loves her for she always has this signature of "fake eyelids". And she always meet the sexiest guy.

I have fun making jokes out of this 2 girls. I still remember very clearly how they laugh at me when I wore my "Hello Kitty" pyjames during the chalet a yr back. And I truly miss those times when we took cab down to Town and cab home everyday to just slack our life away. And I miss those times where how the 4 of us were that close.

Though I've lost the guy that I thought I will rely on. But at least, God is fair by giving me a bunch of best girls, a good job and the best lady boss.

Today, tml and Sunday will be my off-day. Follow that, will be countless of trips down to Town for work. And life will definately be very busy by then. And I dont know what lead to the closeness between me and YX. Probably we see each other everyday and gossip too.

Till then. ((=

2007-04-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

Having off today and will be working full shift from tml till Wed. It's gonna be very tired and I still cannot find any black covered shoes that I like. Well. My feet gonna suffer.

Anyway I really got a new hair cut. It's brady short now as compared to my previous long hair. Cut once a yr only. And it's really fcuking costly. $83 for a haircut by a senior hairstylist. But it's ok. I like it. Plus, the massage is real good. A new haircut, gonna start everything a fresh now. Hope life ahead will be better. And, I miss Yan Jing and gang. Carefree life. ((=